I have a two week respite from classes before returning to the overwhelming summer schedule. I have been focusing on school and other things and have taken a break from knitting. Like all hobbies, sometimes people just need to take a moment to reorganize. My felted bag has an issue that I have to fix and the chunky shawl is short of yarn. A lot of times when you have a large project and run into a problem, it is easier to simply put it aside and take a break. Most of the time, that problem remains in the corner for months or even years. Then, all of a sudden, the light will go off and you’ll pick up the needles with fervor, onto the next great idea.
Instead of writer’s block, this seems to be more of a knitter’s block. It’s easier to leave everything alone until I get that desire back. In the meantime I want to indulge in books, movies, writing, and guiltily- the Sims 3. I know it is terrible and unproductive- but I love the game. I’m trying to keep this to a minimum because it is easy to get lost in the imaginary world of the people I create and control. Why put all the work into writing myself, when I can make my character do it and make money on it in my world.
Right now, I am enjoying The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett. I am only about 150 pages into the grandiose novel but I am enjoying it. His story is set in 12th Century Europe. The characters are interesting and fluid. The plot is thick but intriguing. Tom Builder and his family are traveling across England trying to find work, preferring to work in Cathedrals. Prior Phillip is a genuinely pious priest but also a proven leader despite his youth. He becomes engulfed in the politics of his day. I still have a long way to go in the novel but am looking forward to it.
Spring has sprung in Southern Florida. However, down here, April feels more like summer than spring. The weather has finally turned and the days highs are in the mid eighties. About once a year, I go through this period when I really don’t want to knit. I take a vacation. I have the chunky shawl sitting on a chair covered with shirts, books, and my ten thousand nightshirts because I can’t possibly rewear them or wash them and put them away. I have the bottom of the felted bag that I’m working on sitting in my work purse, waiting to be continued. I have textbooks, regular books and library books surrounding me. My vacations from knitting usually don’t take too long; two weeks or so. Sometimes I may stay away for as much as a month. My hands need a vacation. I usually come back with plenty of ideas.
I have to clean up now. My stash is filled and a mess, intertwined with other yarns in the gigantic plastic containers. Part of hurricane preparedness in this part of the woods is keeping that precious yarn in water proof bins that can be covered just in case. It’s also good to have something that can be thrown in the car, especially something that can distract you from the chaos of an oncoming storm.
My wonderful knitpick harmony needles are strewn about the house. I even have one sitting outside on the table of the lanai. It seems to be calling to someone to knit, but I’ve lost interest for a little while. Maybe my cats will make me something pretty instead. I’ll come up with new ideas soon enough to post. . . I promise.
I am afraid I have been overwhelmed of late and my knitting has been neglected. Working on two group projects with school, busy work week, and trying to write for another personal project is taking up so much time. I still have the shawl on the needles because I ran out of yarn. Yes, I know- I should have gotten enough when I bought it. I think I might just pull the whole thing off anyway. I have another project a few rows in. I want to make another felted bag, but this one in brown. I have so many tan and brown items of clothing and no bags to match. I have a few shades of galway yarn that look good together. Now, I just need time. I think my idea in my head would make a great pattern that I can’t wait to share. I love felting bags. The great thing about felting is that the gauge is really unimportant. I can even knit and read at the same time without having to focus on an intricate steps of a pattern. Of course, now that I’m listening to books, I don’t have to do that.
I’m trying to cover knitting topics little by little since it takes so much time to get a pattern/project done. Please let me know if there are any topics or questions you would like me to cover. I’ll get to more about knitting needles in the next post.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I’m an introvert so this shouldn’t be much of a surprise. I’m going back to school, hoping to get a second bachelor’s degree in Accounting. I’m working hard with the two classes I am taking, Principles of Marketing and Computers, Software and Technology. I used to be very intelligent and caught on to anything. I feel like I’ve lost my edge. I’m not as smart as I was ten years ago. I wonder if I’m on the right path. Maybe I am Dorothy, skipping away but staring out into the fields, wondering if Munchkinland might be just as good as Oz, if not better.
I’m not sure what I want. A few years ago I decided I needed a path and I chose one. It has taken me a while, but I’m finally stepping ahead. Part of me wants to go back to writing, never knowing if I’ll find happiness, nevermind money. Another piece wants to open that knitting shop with used books, coffee and tea and hope to turn a profit. Reason and rational says that I will inevitably burn out from that even if I managed to succeed in finding the resources to start such a venture. Imagine not sleeping because the rent is due and I’ve only sold a half-dozen hanks of yarn and a few cups of coffee. Oh- and don’t forget, that shop doesn’t come with health insurance!
I don’t know my path, but I’m following it anyway. It’s off to see the Wizard. . . wish me luck.